don't ever look back

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"S'Minho. Leave a message."
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Hey, Min.

[ His voice sounds tired, like he hasn't slept in awhile -- tears almost obvious in his voice. ]

Hey, yeah. Guess it was sorta... dumb to hope you might pick up, yeah. It's really -- real weird not having you right next to me, you know? And we... we left things sorta. Bad. And I don't -- I don't even know if you're coming back, or anything and I'm, I'm just.

[ He sighs, loudly. Greenbean next to him gives a sad whine, and Tommy scratches his head. ]

I left Newt one of these things too, I don't, I don't know. Maybe it's like. Therapy so I don't lose my shucking mind. Maybe it's so I can trick myself that y-you guys are still here, that you're coming back. It's really hard without you guys, it's really -- um, lonely. It's scary, last time I was alone I was -- [ he breathes himself through just a mini panic attack, shutting his eyes, rocking back and forth. ] Those -- the third trial. I'm not really sure how to handle myself or... um, anything. I really, like, really wish you were here, and, um --

Probably doesn't mean anything, since I'm not even sure if you're gonna get this, or if you'll be back, or -- I don't know. There's no point, but... [ There's a rustle over his side of the phone, sifting his hand through his hair. ]

I just -- I meant it, what I said. I... love you, Minho. I hope you -- I hope you come back soon. I r-really miss you I probably said that already, I should just, uh.

[ He hangs up. ]